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I was diagnosed with schizotypal disorder regularly during last two years.
I get olanzapine since about 2 days and sulpiride since about 1,5 years.
My coincidences were larger than I thought two years ago. Big coincidence happened because I was diagnosed with schizophrenia-type disorder instead of (paranoid) schizophrenia. My biggest coincidence is associated with numbers 21 and 7, large coincidences were also associated with 3, 6, 9.
I was many times diagnosed with F84.5, F42.2, F21 at the same time. Some of dates of visits with the psychiatrists were coincident, for example:
- 5.7.2016 (last digits in numbers in the date sorted ascendingly form arithmetic sequence (AS) with three numbers and sum 18; sum of digits is 21, 21.7 can be formed from digits in that date),
- 30.9.2016 (last digits in numbers in the date sorted ascendingly form 3, 6, 9; five-membered AS can be formed from digits in that date (0, 3, 6, 9, 12); sum of digits is 21 and there are 7 meaningful digits in that date; 21 can be formed from digits in that date),
- 31.7.2017 (all numbers in the date are prime numbers, sum of digits is 21 and 21.7 can be formed from digits in the date)
- 13.11.2017 (all numbers in the date are prime numbers; numbers formed by last two digits in numbers forming that date are prime numbers (13, 11, 17) which sorted ascendingly will form triplet of three consecutive primes - 11, 13, 17, sums of digits in that triplet form geometrical sequence 2, 4, 8 which has sum 14 (14 is 21-7 or arithmetical mean of 21 and 7)),
- 4.6.2018 (sum of digits is 21, last digits in numbers of that date form AS with sum 18 and three members, five-membered AS can be formed from digits of that date (0, 2, 4, 6, 8 ).

I have the job which will end in next two weeks and in that job I had "tons" of obsessions (OCD compulsions) associated with oathing.
I think about my coincidences really much and like it. Coincidences absorb me, can be main topic of thoughts. I think that it does not make my functioning lower.
I have not a wife but I have need of marriage with the woman similar to me and procreating offspring "as fast as possible" (but not by sinful sorts of intercourse, such as pre-marital and extramarital).

In second half of 2017 I read about certain triad of numbers. From first digits of these numbers phrase: 21 7 can be formed. There were also three other digits in these numbers, their sum is 21 and arithmetical mean is 7, these numbers are from the triad 3, 6, 9. These numbers together have six digits and one digit appears two times in them and it is nine. Product of these six digits is divisible by 21 or 7 and by 3, 6 and 9.

There is the triad 7, 11, 13 which is associated with these three numbers mentioned above. Product of digits forming 7, 11, 13 is 21 and is 3*6*9 (162) times smaller than product of digits in triad mentioned earlier.
Product of first digits in the numbers 7, 11, 13 is 7*1*1 = 7.
Product of last digits in the numbers 7, 11, 13 is 7*1*3 = 21 (7 is first and last digit in one-digit number 7).
I had coincidences with 11, 13, 17 and 1, 1, 3, 7 - sets of numbers which have the same product of digits as 7, 11, 13. 21.7 "persecutes" me

I might notice coincidence with 1, 1, 3, 7 only in 2018, it was associated with 33, 42, 51. When I was about 13 - 15 years old, I invented bad, evil meanings for Polish names of chemical elements with atomic numbers 33, 42, 51. It was sinful and I regret it. About 12 years later these three numbers brought large coinicidence!

Some people voted in polls which I wrote on different forums that my coincidences are delusions. However, quite many voted that they are just results of mathematical common chance. People in Polish AS forums might try to persuade me that I am delusional or have schizophrenia, but I had doubts. Nobody from my family tried to persuade me that I am delusional, I did not said my mother and father about diagnoses of schizotypal disorder or schizophrenia. I tried to get aripiprazole at early spring 2016, but I had very unpleasant physical restlessness after it (I got 7,5 mg three times).

It is rather not a fascinating game or stim, although I stimmed wildly 22.9.2014, when some coincidences were "revealed" (it is not so good word, but I was really excited then) to me. I have coincidences since above 51 months. They appeared suddenly.

I have an idea that Tesla's “If you only knew the magnificence of the 3, 6 and 9, then you would have a key to the universe” refers to me and my coincidences or findings. Why he did not said just the magnificience of 3 or 18 (the sum of 3, 6, 9)? Why numbers forming three-membered arithmetical sequence with sum of digits 18 were used? I had many coincidences with three-membered arithmetical sequences with sums of digits 18.

Today I opened certain film about Tesla's 3, 6, 9 on YouTube and noticed that it lasts 12:06 (12 minutes and 06 seconds), in Google results page it was "written" that the film lasts 12:07 (12 minutes and 07 seconds), from digits of 12:07 "21 7" can be formed.
From digits: 1, 2, 0, 6 two three-membered arithmetical sequences with sum 18 (3+6+9) and arithmetic mean 6 can be formed:
- 0, 6, 12
- 2, 6, 10.

In 2014 three men from my locality died at the same day of the week. The dates of deaths were:
- 6.12.2014
- 13.12.2014
- 20.12.2014
The numbers meaning day form an arithmetic sequence which is strongly coincident with 3, 6, 9 and 21.7:
- 6, 13, 20.
1. The common difference of 6, 13, 20 is 7 and from digits of that sequence number 21 can be formed.
2. The sum of digits of that sequence is 12 (3+9, 21 read backwards) and sum of numbers is 39 (a number with arithmetic mean of digits 6 which is composed by 3 and 9).
3. From digits of 6, 13, 20 geometrical sequence (GS) 3, 6, 12 can be formed, that GS has sum of numbers 21 and arithmetical mean 7! Sum of digits in 3, 6, 12 is 12 (it is one of members of that GS).
4. Sum of digits in numbers other than one-digit number 6 is 6 and these digits form four-membered arithmetic sequence (0, 1, 2, 3).
5. An ascending three-membered arithmetic sequence (AS) with sum of numbers 3 can be formed from digits of the sequence 6, 13, 20: 0, 1, 2.
6. From the digits of AS 6, 13, 20 an ascending three-membered arithmetic sequence with sum of numbers 6 can be formed: 1, 2, 3.
7. An ascending three-membered arithmetic sequence with sum of digits 9 can be formed from digits of 6, 13, 20. It is 0, 3, 6.
8. Two ascending three-membered ASes with sum of numbers 18 (3+6+9) can be formed from digits of that sequence: 0, 6, 12 and 2, 6, 10. Sum of digits in these ASes is 9 and their arithmetic mean is 6. Big coincidence!
9. Sum of first numbers in the sequence 6, 13, 20 is 9 (6+1+2) and sum of second numbers is 3 (3+0), the difference of 9 and 3 is 6.
10. The product of numbers 3, 6, 9 (162) can be formed from first digits of 6, 13, 20. The product of 21*6 (126) also can be formed from these digits.

There are coincidences with 21 7 associated with the dates 6.12.2014, 13.12.2014 and 20.12.2014.

Sums of digits in last numbers in these dates are 7 (2+0+1+4). There are 3 numbers 2014. Sums of digits form constant arithmetic or geometric sequence - 7, 7, 7. It has arithmetic mean 7 and sum of numbers 21.
Sum of three numbers: 2014, 2014, 2014 is 6042. From the digits of number 6042 four-membered AS can be formed: 0, 2, 4, 6.

Sums of digits in first and second numbers of these dates are:
6+1+2 = 9
1+3+1+2 = 7
2+0+1+2 = 5.
These sums form arithmetic sequence with sum 21 and arithmetic mean 7.

Sums of three numbers in the dates are:
- 6+1+2+2+0+1+4 = 16
- 1+3+1+2+2+0+1+4 = 14
- 2+0+1+2+2+0+1+4 = 12.
These sums form arithmetic sequence with sum of numbers 42 and arithmetic mean 14 (the same as arithmetic mean of numbers 21 and 7)!

In these three dates digit 1 appears 7 times and another digit forming number 21 - 2 - occurs also 7 times.

PS. That topic had 2014 hits before writing that post

Today I checked results for certain Russian phrase (in quotation marks) in Google and there were 369 000 results. Before that checking I watched a film about something which was named by that Russian phrase.
For Polish name of that (without quotation marks) there were 7 650 000 results. Numbers: 7, 6, 5 form an arithmetic sequence with sum 18 and arithmetic mean 6, just like 3, 6, 9.
For Polish name in quotation marks there were 77 400 results. 7, 7, 4 - these three numbers have sum 18 and arithmetic mean 6, but do not form an arithmetic sequence.

3, 6, 9 are very coincident numbers for me since 18.12.2015. I might hear about them first time 13.11.2015 in certain not so good audition on 84th channel of satellite TV. That day there was a program about Tesla.

Today I wrote a post on certain topic at WrongPlanet forum and I typed number 867. That number is coincident with 21.7 because:
- it has sum of digits 21,
- it has arithmetic mean of digits 7,
- digits of that number sorted ascendingly or descendingly will form arithmetic sequence with sum of numbers 21 and arithmetic mean of numbers 7.

9.3.2016 I wrote such a post on Polish Asperger's syndrome forum:

Liczby Tesli (3, 6, 9) skojarzyły mi się też (dość oczywiście) z pewnym użytkownikiem tego forum, którego objawy i przypadek są dla mnie interesujące... I dziwnie podobne do moich, choć różnice oczywiście są. Ciekawe, dlaczego spotkały mnie koincydencje "na bazie" 84, 42, 21 czy 21.7 czy 3, 6, 9. To wygląda "niesamowicie". Doświadczenie zjawisk niewyjaśnionych może być przez niektórych postrzegane jako dowód występowania u danej osoby choroby psychicznej, np. związanej z urojeniami czy halucynacjami.

Tesla's numbers (3, 6, 9) were also associated in my mind (quite obviously) with certain user of that forum, whom symptoms and case are interesting for me... And strangely similar to mine, although there are differences, obviously. It is interesting why coincidences "on the basis" of 84, 42, 21 or 21.7 or 3, 6, 9 had happened to me. It looks "amazing". The experience of unexplained phenomena can be perceived by someone as the proof of occurrence of mental illness (for example associated with delusions or hallucinations) in the case of the person concerned.

Date 9.3.2016 is coincident, just like 30.9.2016, when I had a visit with the psychiatrist and was (at least probably) diagnosed with F84.5, F42.2, F21 during or after it. There are 7 meaningful digits in the date 30.9.2016, the arithmetic mean of these seven digits is 3 and the sum of these digits is 21.
Many arithmetic sequences can be formed from digits of these two dates (9.3.2016 and 30.9.2016).
These dates are strongly coincident with 3, 6, 9 (especially) and 21.7.
From the digits of that date ascending geometric sequence with sum of numbers 21 and arithmetic mean of numbers 7 can be formed: 3, 6, 12.
Three-membered five-digit ascending arithmetic sequences which have 3, 6 or 9 as their smallest term and only one-digit number. In addition, sums of digits in numbers in these sequences are 21 and arithmetic means of numbers which are sums of digits in numbers forming these sequences are 7:
- 3, 16, 29 (common difference 13, sums of digits: 3, 7, 11 - arithmetic sequence, coincident one)
- 6, 19, 32 (common difference 13, sums of digits: 6, 10, 5)
- 9, 16, 23 (common difference 7, sums of digits: 9, 7, 5 - arithmetic sequence, with sum of numbers 21 and arithmetic mean of numbers 7).
From digits of very coincident sequence 6, 13, 20 arithmetic sequences with common difference 7 or 13 also can be formed! "Original" sequence 6, 13, 20 has CD 7, one of other ASes formed by its digits has CD 13 (0, 13, 26).
The sequence: 6, 13, 20 can be formed from digits of dates 9.3.3016 and 30.9.2016.

Today I typed three phrasese in Google and there were interesting numbers of results:
- for orojenia (modification of Polish word "urojenia" meaning delusions) there were 112 results,
- for grzech dotykanie żony (sin touching of wife) there were 112 000 results,
- for sadis there were 11 200 000 results.
112 is the product of numbers 28 and 4. I was diagnosed with F21, F42.2, F84.5 together first time 28.4.2015.

I also typed the word swinemeat and results for swine meat were presented. There were 17 400 000 results. From digits of 17 4 the number 147 can be formed, 147 is 21*7.
I typed a word associated in some way with certain creature from certain game. There were 14 700 results.
I typed certain three-lettered word and got 65 700 000 results. Numbers: 6, 5, 7 sorted ascendingly form arithmetic sequence with sum 18 and arithmetic mean 6, just like 3, 6, 9.
I typed Polish name of "Big W" encounter mentioned earlier. There were 5 880 000 results. Sum of digits 5, 8, 8 is 21 and arithmetic mean is 7.
I typed Polish name of something unpleasant and got 87 300 results. Sum of digits 8, 7, 3 is 18 and arithmetic mean is 6.