NLD, NVLD

I take meds regularly last months. I still have nasty OCD about infection and oathing. OCD about infection is really limiting and gives large discomfort. I am afraid of germs and viruses, for example on ground. I have also fear of impure animals and their meat (mostly pork) because religions which prohibit them looks credible for my mind although in my religion there is no unclean animals. I have profound problems with religion. I do not take the sacraments (Eucharist, penance) since about two months, it is not good. I often spent much more than three hours daily in the Internet, during the time when I surfed in Internet as much I had significantly less obsessions and compulsions associated with taking oaths to Allah. I read about non-Catholic monotheistic religions since about 2011 (I do not remember when it started).

I met opinions that:

- Mosaic Law is still valid and we have to circumcise boys and men, keep Sabbath, Passover, some people who believed in these doctrines accepted Jesus as Messiah, some did not accept Him,
- popes since some decades (or even more than eight centuries!) are heretics and “mainstream” Catholicism is heretical and lead to eternal torment (opinions of rigorous sedevacantists),
- Quran is true Word of One and Only God and if a person rejects it he/she will burn and be tormented in Hell, Gehenna, rather for eternity, I read quite much about numerical and scientific miracles of the Quran, most credible Muslims for me are quranists, not sunnis or shias,
- Bible (Old and New Testaments) is true, but there is no Trinity (for example, Holy Spirit is not God), that sex constitues marriage and if a woman who is a virgin is raped, she becomes the wife of the rapist and if she has sexual intercourse with someone other than the rapist when the rapist is alive, she commits adultery (this belief looks unjust to my mentality, but I agree that there should be no extramarital sex at all).

The page which gave coincidences with Thabit numbers was about additive prime numbers associated with numbers of words in chapters of Quran. I did not check if data presented at that page are true, they did not mention which surahs contains prime numbers of words. There were 7 different bolded numbers:

1. 23 - additive prime, Thabit number with 321 number as sum of digits (5), number of digits - 2 (a Thabit number also).
2. 11 - additive prime. Thabit number with 321 number as sum of digits (2), number of digits - 2 (a Thabit number also).
3. 797 - additive prime. Although not a Thabit number itself, it has sum of digits which is Thabit prime (23) with Thabit prime as sum of digits (5). Numbers of digits - 3 - additive prime, although not a Thabit number.
4. 10037 - additive prime. Although not a Thabit number itself, it has sum of digits which is Thabit prime (11) with Thabit prime as sum of digits (2). Number of digits is a Thabit number (5).
5. 337 - additive prime. It is not a Thabit number and has sum of digits which is a non-additive prime (13) which is not a Thabit number, although it is the sum of 1st and 3rd Thabit numbers (2+11). Number of digits is 3 - not a 321 number.
6. 79733710037 - additive prime. It is not a 321 number itself, but it has Thabit prime (47) as the sum of digits, sum of digits of 47 is 11, which is a Thabit prime with a Thabit prime as the sum of digits (2). Number of digits is a Thabit prime (11) with Thabit number as sum of digits (2).
7. 11171 - additive prime. It is not a 321 number itself, but has a Thabit prime (11) as sum of digits. Number of digits - 5 - is a Thabit prime.

Let’s look at the number which has not Thabit prime as sum of digits - 337.

1. Two sorts of digits appear in 337 - 3 and 7, their product is 21.
2. Only one digit appears once in 337 - it is 7.
3. One digits repeats oneself in 337 - it is 3.
4. Sum of repeating digits in 337 is 6 (3+3).
5. Product of repeating digits in 337 is 9 (3x3).
6. Product of three digits forming number 337 is 63, which is divisible by 21 and 7.
7. Number 63 consists of two digits - 6 and 3.
8. Sum of digits of 63 is 9.
9. Product of digits in 63 is 18, 18 = 3+6+9.

Let’s look at two numbers which have not Thabit primes as numbers of digits - 337 and 797.

1. Both numbers have 3 digits.
2. These two numbers together have 6 digits.
3. The only digit which does not repeat oneself in both numbers together is 9.
4. Sum of digits in these two numbers together is 36, which is built by 3 and 6 and has sum of digits 9 and product of digits 18 (3+6+9).
5. Arithmetic mean of sums of digits in these both numbers together is 18 ((23+13):2), in sums of numbers together (23 and 13) one digit repeats oneself - it is 3 and it occurs two times, 3+3 = 6 and 3x3 = 9, sum of digits other than 3s occurring in these sums is 3 (2+1).
6. The digit which repeats most often in numbers 797 and 337 together is 7, it appears 3 times and 7+7+7 = 21.
Products of digits in both numbers are divisible by 7 and 21: 7x9x7 = 441 = 21x21, 3x3x7 = 63 = 21x3; larger product is 7 times larger than smaller.
7. Sum of numbers 797 and 337 is 1134, which has sum of digits 9 and 3 digits other than 3 (or 6 or 9) which sum is 6 (1+1+4), 1134 has also 4 digits with product of them 12 (1x1x3x4); 1134 = ((2-1)x7)x3x6x9 = 1x7x3x6x9 = 7x3x6x9.

I do not know that I have schizophrenia or not, for example, only persistent delusional disorder or schizotypal disorder (in USA known as "schizotypal personality disorder"). Coincidences are the phenomenon which has clear onset time, unlike much fewer other ideas of reference or suspiciousness. I had diagnosis of schizophrenia for some weeks above 3 years earlier. I may function significantly poorer than many schizophrenics who have hallucinations or true delusions, but it may be due to OCD (which is persistent despite medications) and aucorigia (my neologism for autism and similar conditions coined from words "autocontrast" and "originality", condition that is developmental and is associated with social inadequacy and peculiarity). I have pervasive developmental disorder which makes me odd since childhood.

Coincidences are really pleasant things for me. I think that I found male lineage of biblical Jacob called Israel. I would say that there is 90% chance that haplogroup J-Z18271 (sometimes named J-Y3088) is the lineage of Israelites, including Moses and Aaron who lived in II millennium BC. Another possibility is that Israelites were from one of subclades of haplogroup J-FGC8712 (also called J-Y6074) - it is very probable that it was the haplogroup of Muhammad, who is one of the most influential people in history of humanity.

There is something interesting in numbers occurring in names of these two haplogroups (18271 and 8712) - they are built by the same digits (1, 2, 7, 8 ) and have the same products of digits (1x2x8x7x1 = 8x7x1x2 = 112 = 28x4). 28 and 4 are numbers meaning day in month and month in year of the date of my first diagnosis of F84.5, F42.2, F21 at the same time - 28.4.2015.

There are billions of believers in Abrahamic faiths in the world, but it looks that (almost) none of them noticed that genetic research (tests of haplogroup) may give proof of the existence of people mentioned in books like Bible and Quran.

I found six triads of triplets associated with numbers 3, 6, 9; 12, 24, 36 (which have sums of digits 3, 6, 9) and 21, 42, 63 (which also have sums of digits 3, 6, 9).

Difference between the middle and the smallest numbers of these triplets is 3 or 12 or 21 (has sum of digits 3). Difference between the largest and the middle numbers of these triplets is 6 or 24 or 42 (has sum of digits 6). Difference between the largest and the smallest numbers of these triplets is 9 or 36 or 63 (has sum of digits 9).

* 0, 3, 9 - 0, 12, 36 - 0, 21, 63 (all three can be formed from digits of 30.9.2016, two larger are formed from digits of sequence 6, 13, 20)
* 1, 4, 10 - 10, 22, 46 - 1, 22, 64 (two larger can be formed from digits of date 24.6.2016, which is very coincident with 21, 42, 84)
* 2, 5, 11 - 11, 23, 47 - 11, 32, 74 (very coincident for me)
* 3, 6, 12 - 12, 24, 48 - 21, 42, 84 (very coincident and all three are geometric sequences)
* 4, 7, 13 - 22, 34, 58 - 22, 43, 85
* 5, 8, 14 - 23, 35, 59 - 32, 53, 95 (the smallest can be associated with the date 14.8.2015 - 5th year in the decade 2011 - 2020, 8th month of year, 14th day in month, I was taken by ambulance to the psychiatrist that day)

For 6, 9, 15 there are no two larger triplets as for smallest triplets above. I found 6 triads of triplets, in one triad there is 9 numbers (not always different ones).

Some days ago I noticed that all three ascending three-digit three-membered arithmetic sequences with sum 18 and arithmetic mean 6 can be formed from sums of digits in numbers of arithmetic sequences formed by six digits present in the sequence 33, 42, 51. Constant sequence with these sum and arithmetic mean also can be formed from sums of digits in sequence(s) formed by these six numbers. These sequences are very similar to (or even the same as) "Tesla's arithmetic sequence" - 3, 6, 9.

33, 42, 51 - sums of digits: 6, 6, 6 (constant geometric and arithmetic sequence)
15, 24, 33 - sums of digits: 6, 6, 6 (constant geometric and arithmetic sequence)
31, 42, 53 - sums of digits: 4, 6, 8 (ascending arithmetic sequence)
13, 24, 35 - sums of digits: 4, 6, 8 (ascending arithmetic sequence)
12, 33, 54 - sums of digits: 3, 6, 9 (ascending arithmetic sequence)
21, 33, 45 - sums of digits: 3, 6, 9 (ascending arithmetic sequence)
14, 33, 52 - sums of digits: 5, 6, 7 (ascending arithmetic sequence)
25, 33, 41 - sums of digits: 7, 6, 5 (descending arithmetic sequence)

Amazing! Sequences above have six digits and five "sorts" of digits which form five-membered arithmetic sequence (1, 2, 3, 4, 5).
"Giant egg" (5, 23, 421) also has 6 digits and 5 different digits is used in it - they are the same as in sequences above. Last digits in numbers of "giant egg" form arithmetic sequence 5, 3, 1, which has the sum 9 and in which sum of digits other than 3, 6, 9 is 6 (5+1), the sequence has 3 digits and has arithmetic mean 3.

Those from satan might be associated with immoral computer games or sports... Many of them were about them. Big coincidence with 33, 42, 51 was associated with vulgar meanings of names of chemical elements invented by me, I wanted to popularize these meanings in entire world.

I noticed that the sum of digits in 7, 29, 139 (numbers of verses, words and letters in first chapter of Quran) and 5, 23, 421 ("giant egg") together is 48, which is 12x4 and arithmetic mean of 12 digits occurring in these numbers is 4 (48 :12 = 4).

I have no motivation to normal life "due to lack of wife". I am not interested in having sexual pleasure or arousal. Dolls do not have ASD, and I dream about the wife with real ASD. My mentality prefers having offspring with mental disorders similar to mine, even in more "classic" form. It would be most happy if all children would have clinical ASD level 1 or 2 with high IQ and no or only small disorder of functional language. And it wants all my offspring to be female.

I noticed two sets of numbers which I named "miraculous quintets". They are: 3, 7, 11, 15, 19 and 2, 5, 11, 23, 47. What links them?
- both have 5 numbers,
- two smallest numbers in both of them are one-digit,
- two smallest numbers in both of them are (additive) prime numbers,
- three largest numbers in both of them have two digits,
- third (middle) member in both of them is 11.

3, 7, 11, 15, 19 - arithmetic sequence with sum of numbers 55 and arithmetic mean 11 which has common difference 4.

2, 5, 11, 23, 47 - first five Thabit numbers. All of them are additive primes!

Very interesting are triplets formed by three smallest and three largest numbers in these quintets.

For 3, 7, 11, 15, 19 they are 3, 7, 11 and 11, 15, 19. Both are arithmetic sequences which have the same sums of numbers as products of digits forming them! Very interesting!
3*7*1*1 = 3+7+11 = 21
1*1*1*5*1*9 = 11+15+19 = 45

For 2, 5, 11, 23, 47 they are 2, 5, 11 and 11, 23, 47. Smaller triplet is formed by sums of digits of numbers in the larger one (1+1 = 2, 2+3 = 5, 4+7 = 11)!
Both triplets formed by consecutive Thabit primes are coincident with 3, 6, 9!
For first, 2, 5, 11:
1. Number of numbers is 3.
2. Arithmetic mean of numbers is 6.
3. Sum of digits is 9.
4. Sum of numbers is 18.
5. Arithmetic mean of sums of digits in numbers is 3 (((2+5+(1+1))/3 = (2+5+2)/3 = 9/3 = 3).
6. Difference between the middle and the smallest number in the triplet is 3 (5-2).
7. Difference between the largest and the middle term in 2, 5, 11 is 6 (11-5).
8. Difference between the largest and the smallest term in that triplet is 9 (11-2).
9. Three differences mentioned above form "Tesla's arithmetic sequence" - 3, 6, 9!

For second, 11, 23, 47:
1. Number of numbers is 3.
2. Number of digits is 6.
3. Sum of numbers is 81 which is 9x9; 81 has sum of digits 9.
4. Sum of digits is 18 which is 9+9 and 81 read backwards; 18 has sum of digits 9.
5. Arithmetic mean is 27 which is 3x9 and 3x3x3.
6. Difference between the middle and the smallest number in the triplet is 12 (23-11).
7. Difference between the largest and the middle term in 11, 23, 47 is 24 (47-23).
8. Difference between the largest and the smallest term in that triplet is 36 (47-11).
9. Three differences mentioned above form arithmetic sequence with sum 72; sums of digits in these differences are... 3, 6, 9!

I noticed something interesting in names of communes and name of a river in a part of central-east Poland.

About 50 km from centre of Warsaw (in Mazovian Voivodeship) communes Warka and Wilga borders themselves on river called in Polish Wisła (Vistula in English) on 300 - 400 metres.

There is something interesting in Polish names of these two communes and the river:
1. All three names have five letters.
2. All three names have the same letter at the beginning (W).
3. The names have the same last letter (a).
4. Second letters (a or i) are vovels.
5. Third and fourth letters (r, k, l, g, s, ł) are consonants.
6. All three names are different, none of them repeats itself.

Warka and Wilga - third letters (consonants r and l) are quite similar to each other, quite many children in early part of the life pronunciate r as l. Fourth letters are also similar - k is voiceless counterpart of g.

It is interesting if similar dependency is associated with any other placenames in the world.